An albatross feeding from the hand of a sailor.
Your best bet is to gain insight. You have a conflict on your hands. Its really tempting to do something that you know you should not, yet you are well aware of this and are keeping things in balance. You need some kind of resolution to deal with this. The issue is a lack of trust. You are flirtatious, yet alone in your own mind. You have a good view of this situation, yet have no trust that it will work out in your favor. Meditate this week on the words of Henry David Thoreau, “I once had a sparrow alight upon my shoulder for a moment while I was hoeing in a village garden, and I felt that I was more distinguished by that circumstance than I should have been by an epaulet I could have worn.”